August 6, 2009

Pheonix

RISING FROM ASHES!
It's tough really!
After the major setback of the life, getting afresh is a bit difficult.
What should I say? I fake smile at my peers, try and deviate my mind.Things are not same.

Neetal Jain, I felt so proud when my name was announced in the distinction list.

I was trying to figure out what went wrong this time?
Did these people not correct my papers? Did I not study till the mark?
Do I get panicky attacks in the practicals? Am I not being an engineer?
Is something wrong with me? Why I got some miserable shitty marks that I never expected.

Well, I gave them for revaluation. Last time 30 marks were increased.
Let's keep the fingers crossed now too.

Whatever it is, I have promised myself that I would not worry now!
I would be carefree, cautious and smart. Would be focussed and be the real ME.Let what may be.
I am sorry, for not being in touch with most of my friends online.
I am sure they understand my situation and would support me.

Longing for support and jus a few nice words.

Till, I get back with the same zeal, u all rock and touch lives.